"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: angel song~eve no kane - The Brilliant Green
Random Thoughts: [none]
Sunday, December 15, 2002, 12:50 p.m.

I was considering not archiving until the new layout is up... but looking down my blog, I can see that it's quite long. I figured that since there were going to be 2-3 weeks left before 1/1, I could probably fill another page, seeing how much I rant and blather. So... archiving, I guess. Finally.

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: Take off to the Sky - (Heero) Gundam Wing
Random Thoughts: XD I've never realized what a desirable voice Midorikawa Hikaru had...
Saturday, December 14, 2002, 11:59 p.m.

I'm quite determined to have a painfully long entry this time, seeing as all my recent entries have been small. Anyway, I knew Midorikawa Hikaru was a really good seiyuu, famous, favorites, etc., but I'd never added 2 and 2 together and realized that duh! he voice Heero Yuy... and so, yes, now he's on the top of my seiyuu list, along with Seki Tomokazu, Toshihiko Seki, and Ogata Megumi. I should probably add Hayashibara Megumi while I'm at it, too. And and and! oh god he did Messiah for Earthian, Tamahome for Fushigi Yugi, Rail Claymore for Lost Universe, and and! O____o MIKAGAMI for Rekka???!!! and and! *drool* Zelgadis for Slayers, Shuldich for Weiss kreuz. Of course, this are only the series I'm interested in. There are so much more, like 3x3 Eyes, Dragonball/Z, Cowboy Bebop, Sailor Moon, Yugioh, etc. *having a ball at Seiyuu Database* This is really cool~ Midorikawa Hikaru did a lot of characters I liked, but also a fair share of characters that I disliked. *runs off to look for Ogata Megumi* kyaaaaa~ >____< my favorite female seiyuu, cos she did sooooo many guy's roles, like! like! Yukito-san from CCS, Shinji-kun from Eva, and! and ! *doki doki* Hayama Akito from Kodocha!!! Kyyyaaaaa~~ <3 <3 <3 <3 and Eagle and Princess Emeraude from MKR, and .... Aki from Rekka? ..... *pause* *thinks really hard* hey, isn't Aki one of Neon's girls? .... yes. and of course, Kurama from YYH. She also did stuff for Sailor Moon (Uranus), Yugioh (heh, she WAS Yugi), and Zenki (which is pretty old)

*skips back from browsing the section on Seki Tomokazu* Nyanyanya~ he did Alexander Howell from Ayashi no Ceres~, and Touya~~~~ from CCS, and Dee from FAKE, and <3 <3 <3 Chichiri from Fushigi Yugi no da. and... apparently Kouji as well (not as big a fan of Kouji). And Domon from G Gundam?? Whoa, that was a big role. Shuuichi from Gravitation <3 <3 (no wonder he could sing), Satoshi-kun from DNAngel <3 <3 <3 *gasp* ASHTON from Star Ocean EX!!! I hear he's very squiggable *hugs* nya~ and Van from Escaflowne (god now I really wish there were image albums for Esca) and Kamui (O___o KAMUI??!!!) from X, and of course, Ken from Weiss kreuz. ^___~ if you as me, he does quite a lot of roles as *cough* an uke, or at least heavily hinted at as an uke, and I haven't even begun to name all the shonen-ai series (*cough*Kizuna*cough*)

And when I look at Seki Toshihiko's profile, I'm a little surprised... ¬_¬ hmmm, I'm almost sure that "Buttopi CPU" is hentai... Alas, Duo's seiyuu has not done nearly as many famous series... demo, he did Sanzo for Saiyuki~~ <3 <3 and Haruto's father for Haunted Junction (who I remember as very adorable in his idiocy), Iruka for Naruto, Count D for Petshop of Horrors (the ultimate worship icon, just slightly below Duo), and and and!!! Watari from Yami no Matsuei (who is too adorable for words). Oh and of course, Duo, the infamous Shinagami. Still... ¬_¬ "Buttopi CPU"???

Hayashibara Megumi, what can I say? she's got a really pretty voice. I <3 her for Ayanami Rei, heh, Ranma-chan, Musashi from Pokemon, Anna from Shaman King, Lina from Slayers, and <3 <3 <3 the young Genkai from YYH.

Erk, my "long" entry is cut short by the call of Sleep... as well as mother's furious scoldings

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: Gravity - Luna Sea
Random Thoughts: mhmmmyum, Xmas party food was delicious, even if I could only make last .5 hours of it, due to work.
Saturday, December 14, 2002, 10:30 p.m.

Um. *blinks slowly* I was thinking about how I was going to test the new layout for this blog, today, and realized I could use my old blog place as a construction zone. ¬_¬ and then... it suddenly occurred to me that I could... um... reactivate the place altogether. >.< as a... um... >_> er...<_< ...

.......................

um............

*wails* I don't know yet!!! But I really really really wanna bring it back from the land of the dead! I just like the address too much! >.< is it such a crime?? ;____;

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: Heartbeat - Initial D
Random Thoughts: [none]
Friday, December 13, 2002, 09:59 p.m.

heh, me giving the go-ahead for other people confiding in me is like foolishly and insistently tugging on the floodgates, even knowing the horror behind it (yes there's a double meaning there *hint*hydrophobia*hint*)

Why yes, I WOULD make the perfect social worker... ^^;;

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: Tales of Phantasia op
Random Thoughts: joe's blowdrying his towel dry... why?
Friday, December 13, 2002, 09:37 p.m.

Ha! We got an A on our storyboard, all thanks to my mad drawing skills! oh and maybe Matt's story.

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: still alone - Ayu.
Random Thoughts: [none]
Friday, December 13, 2002, 09:24 p.m.

maryam: d00d! Do you know how long it took me to find your blog??
me: um... >_> you could just emailed me and asked.
maryam: did you know that if you go to google and put "keiko maryam blog" your blog shows up?
me: *repeats* you coulda just emailed me and asked... like it said to do on my old page...
maryam: well, yeah, that too.

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: Yubiwa - Maaya Sakamoto
Random Thoughts: where is the message board?
Friday, December 13, 2002, 06:59 p.m.

Nyahahaha, I managed to freak Vinita out last night when we were talking about HP, and I hit upon james/snape as a pairing~ kakakakaka... more about that later

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: The Dream Within - Lara Fabian
Random Thoughts: Eugene must have a hell of a time inputting all of the college courses he's taken onto his applications
Friday, December 13, 2002, 06:50 p.m.

I love love love love love love love rain! <3 <3 I absolutely <3 it soooo much~ ... when I'm inside. It's been raining since late last night. I love it when I wake up in the middle of the night and it's raining outside. Heh, I was just dling The Brilliant Green's "Rainy Days Never Stay". 's a good song.

Ner, I watched "The Lake" on tv with my mom today, after school. It is freaky, and further affirms my dislike of large bodies of water.

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: [none]
Random Thoughts: doing my own stuff online in the computer lab at school is kinda against the rules...
Friday, December 13, 2002, 09:23 a.m.

nyahahaha~ this is a great site~~

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: Shining Collection - Nittle Grasper (Iceman), Gravitation
Random Thoughts: =___= beeeeeeeddd sooooooonnnn...
Friday, December 13, 2002, 12:54 a.m.

Ner. So much blood. -______- This is ridiculous. I've never lost this much before. It's almost horrifying. Maryam suggested that I start using birth control. I think Maryam has some good suggestions. Heh, three-day flo. Nice. Maybe then I won't lose so much energy. Listless is me. At times I can barely stand upright. But! Tomorrow is not a lab day for me, which, under normal circumstances, means orchestra. However, since we just had a concert, there's no class tomorrow. <3 <3 <3 I love this wonderful policy Karen has. I might get to sleep in. Though, knowing my mom, I'll probably be dragged up anyway.

Nya~ LOTR next Friday, hopefully~ So far, it's me, jennifer, possibly maryam, eugene, and possibly some other people. I haven't asked everyone yet. I hope it's not too late.

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: Fukai Mori - D.A.I.
Random Thoughts: X_< poked my eyes while trying to take out contacts...
Friday, December 13, 2002, 12:00 a.m.

Heh. Had orchestra concert today. I won't get into details, but I'm glad it's over. During the performance, someone dropped a cymbal on the stage, and I lost my concentration for a sec, but other than that, I managed to pull through. Anyway, I'm still wearing my concert outfit: black pants and white shirt, which actually give me some semblance of shape. I feel pretty~~ XD XD My mom made me wear her red jacket earlier, and I buttoned it close. When she saw me, she was surprised, and said that I must have lost weight, since I couldn't button the jacket up in the past. That was a nice thing she said, but I daren't think it. Just cos I have P.E. now doesn't mean all the exercise is helping. Besides, I ate a lot today (stupid flo et al.), so I'll probably be feeling that weight in a couple of days. Ner.

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: Cage - dir en grey
Random Thoughts: nya nya~
Thursday, December 12, 2002, 11:50 p.m.

Which male HP character are you most compatible with?
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Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: Round and Round - The Brilliant Green
Random Thoughts: back on TBG kick
Wednesday, December 11, 2002, 12:18 a.m.

I have this fierce urge to make a Joker layout... >.< he's too damn cool for me not to! But! but! but! I also want to make a Koganei layout... and a Raiha one... and a Fuujin one! (Fuujin, btw, is a classic example of an author writing himself into a corner and inventing a furry powerful creature to get himself out) and! and! nyaaaaa~ there are too many!! But! I have an obligation to start on that Hisoka layout I was thinking of, so I'll look into getting my HxH books scanned, or something (or just get Eugene to dl the chapters I need from TW and have him send me the pages XD XD), and hopefully have it done during winter break and put up for the new year.

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: Sen to Chihiro no Kamikakushi OST - Futatabi (Hisaishi Joe)
Random Thoughts: [none]
Tuesday, December 10, 2002, 11:15 p.m.

Everything's been so frickin' symbolic the last few days! Arggh, I'm sick of it! I even manage to make sense of my drowning dreams! (besides the fact that I'm slightly hydrophobic)
symbolic items that is currently pissing me off:
-fortune cookie fortunes (2)
-drowning dreams
-Cowboy Bebop Session quiz result (esPECIALLY that one, even tho it's really cool)
-random shit, like losing to Sophiana, and getting verbally tortured by Ian in math (he's just teasing, tho)
-that whole shitty business with work (I really need to quit)
-sleepiness (goddamn it, even THAT's starting to symbolize something...)
-music (the thing i love turns against me....)

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: [none]
Random Thoughts: [none]
Tuesday, December 10, 2002, 12:21 a.m.

My greatest desire is to define myself, define who I am. And nobody can give me that gift-wrapped for Christmas.

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist:
Random Thoughts:
Tuesday, December 10, 2002, 12:18 a.m.

this is my way to live
What about yours?
made by rav-chan

and then 2nd place was...

this is my way to live
What about yours?
made by rav-chan

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: [none]
Random Thoughts: [none]
Tuesday, December 10, 2002, 12:00 a.m.

Which CowBoy BeBop Session Are You?
Session 5: "It looks like my past is finally catching up with me." - Spike
Those who forget the past are doomed to repeat it.
This however never applied to you, becuase you haven't ever left that place in the past.
Deep down in your soul you feel the need to end something started long ago, in days when life was so much simpler.
Be it anger, sadness, or happiness...eventually you must let it go...but not now..not yet.
There are still somethings that must be done.

>____> You're kidding me..... This whole day has been a day of incidents. Now this. Even the title of the session, "Ballad of Fallen Angels"... heh heh

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: LOTR OST
Random Thoughts: [none]
Monday, December 9, 2002, 11:38 p.m.

Hmm, this is strange. I've had a few people in the past emailing me, saying that they saw my profile online, and would like to get to know me. That is, people I DON'T know. I usually just delete this sort of thing, but there have been a few questions bothering me. What is this profile thing? Is it a Yahoo! profile? If it is, how can I access it? I'd like to change it so it doesn't show my email to just anyone.

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: LOTR OST
Random Thoughts: nyaa~ boss lady is a bitch
Monday, December 9, 2002, 10:11 p.m.

=___x agghhhhhhhh I've had such a trying day today. One of the absolute worst I've had in a long time. First it started with being late to orchestra and realizing -FULLY- that the concert was this Thursday... >_> which I'm not looking forward to. This semester's pieces just aren't that fun to play. Then in first period, we were supposed to go online to look at anatomy wesites, but my laptop wouldn't work... first it took 10 minutes for it to start up, then when I logged on it told me the battery was running low. After about 5 fruitless minutes online, the computer shut itself down, so I had to restart -but fortunately not relog on- the computer. Then after about another 5 minutes of work, the screen froze... Log off, log on. Still frozen. Shut down, restart. Same. By then class was almost over, so there was no point in trying any further. However, I was cheered when I went to look at my grade and the progress report said I had an A. Yay, and that was after I did badly on the last test. Heh, think of what I can do if I really put my mind to it... which I should probably do, seeing as I need good grades for this semester. <_< >_> <_<

So after that was badminton, which pissed me off because I lost to Sophiana. Which wouldn't have been so bad had it not been a tournament, which wouldn't have been so bad had our teacher managed to match people up correctly and made sure that Sophiana and I wouldn't play each other until the finals. I would like to say that I lost because I had the cramps, but that would just be making excuses. It was a close game, tho, 13-15. *sigh* so with that to marr my mood, I went to calc class feeling quite tired and irritated. It didn't help that today was a day of shallow breathing. I barely got in enough oxygen to keep me upright. Too tired to breathe, I suppose is part of it. At the beginning of calc, my whole body started to hurt, but fortunately I had Motrin with me, from last Friday when I brought it with me cos Eugene was stupid enough to come to school with a fever. So I took one, and waited for it, that is, my body, to get better. By lunch I was feeling semi-normal again, so I went to Fred's Market to get lunch. ^_^ this is where my day brightened a bit. Got sandwich, came back to school, called Maryam outta Key club meeting (yeah, so I skipped this one time, and it ended anyway), had lunch with Maryam. Life was pleasant for about 20 minutes. I suppose my afternoon classes were nice. Guest speaker in poetry class taught everyone how to make origami cranes. I grabbed a couple sheets of origami paper before I left, so I can make some cranes later. Making a crane is curiously addicting. The highlight of the day was when I was talking to my poetry teacher. She's a big Viggo Mortensen fan, and ever since Vinita-chan told me about the viggo/hobbit tongue-licking thingy... O_o I've wanted to tell her, to see her reaction. So I walked into class, feeling quite evil and quite satisfied with myself for being evil, and broke the news to her. Ms. Theodore, my poetry teacher, was lounging in her chair at her desk. When she heard what I said, her eyes went round, she slammed her hands onto the desk, and jumped up! And shouted... "REALLY??!!!! I WANT TO SEE!!!" O____O oh... my... god... what a reaction... but! XD XD XD XD gawd I really really like my poetry teacher now!!! Even more than before!! XD XD

Ahem, so that was the high point of my day. Things got considerably worse after that. I go home. I go to work. I start working. 40 minutes later, my new manager (goddamn her fake ass) walks up to me and sweetly tells me that I'm not supposed to be working today, because she had scheduled me for Saturday and Saturday only based on my availability. "I can't afford the extra hours, you see." were her words. *twitch* I was furious. Almost blew up right there and then. I would like to say that it's a misunderstanding, that if we worked hard we could resolve this issue, but I've had it up to here *points at neck* with that store. First of all, there's too much stress. Customers are never satisfied. Second of all, it's too corporate. Third of all, I really really dislike the new manager... >_> She is really fake, and doesn't give a damn about the employees. All she thinks about is what she wants, and doesn't bother to go out of her way to make sure we're happy. I wish our assistant manager had agreed to be the manager, cos he's way cooler and easy going than current boss lady is. Anyway, so I left, dropped by B&N to see if they were hiring. That store wasn't, but they said the El Cerrito store might be. >_> it's kinda far, so I think I'll try the Cody's down on 4th st. first. Went to Maryam's house, talked. We had fortune cookies. The two fortunes I got were really dumb... no help at all. The first one said something about diplomacy and tact and being able to work through any problem (gee thanks, but I don't feel like it), and the second one said that I had an appreciation for music and fine arts (I already know that, you dumb cookie). Then I came home.

Heh, about Eugene being sick, earlier. Poor guy came to school with a fever, and didn't want to go home cos it was egg-drop for the physics classes that day. He and Kevin had to finish during lunch (cos they procrastinated and didn't get started until the night before), and I was sitting with them, doing my own stuff. So, I'd heard enough about the egg-drop project to know that insulation wasn't allowed. Anyway, about 15 minutes into lunch, Eugene sits up, looking excited, and tells us that he's got a great idea, in the case that their current project failed. He took something and pretended it was an egg, then wrapped it in a large black garbage bag, then wrapped it in another bag (and maybe fill it with water, or something, I dun remember), and tells us that this is a fail-proof way to prevent the egg from breaking. -Kevin and I: uh... that's insulation, Eugene. Insulation isn't allowed, remember?- Eugene looks crestfallen. So they go back to work on their project. I go back to work on my storyboards (the cows, remember?). About 20 minutes later, Eugene sits up, looking excited again, and tells us he has another great idea. He then proceeds to show us the exact same thing. -_-; I knew he was seriously sick... When I came back to school to meet him, Jennifer, Kevin, and Glendan for the BPEF thingy, I brought motrin with me and made him take it.

The sky was a lovely shade of gray today. *goes off to fold origami cranes and to try accomplishing math homework, "try" being the operative word*

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: LOTR OST
Random Thoughts: [none]
Sunday, December 8, 2002, 10:09 p.m.

Heh, I just typed in a medium-sized entry, posted it, looked at it, then deleted it. I felt I was giving too much away.

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: Lord of The Rings OST
Random Thoughts: XD XD music is delicious for the soul, ne, Soul? [soul: YUM!]
Sunday, December 8, 2002, 09:08 p.m.

[winamp plays "A Journey in the Dark" from LOTR OST, time 2:09]
[brass, harp, & strings play, until climax, time 2:52]
kei-chan: XD XD XD XD XD XD SUGOII~~~ [rewinds]
[time 2:09, brass, harp, & strings play, until climax, time 2:52]
kei-chan: kyyaaaaaaaaaaa~~ XD XD
[rewinds]
[time 2:09, brass, harp, & strings play, until climax, time 2:52]
kei-chan: WAAAAIIIIIIIIIII~~~~~ XD XD XD XD
[rewinds]
[time 2:09, brass, harp, & strings...]
two hours later
[brass, harp, & strings play, until climax, time 2:52]
kei-chan: Nyahahahahahaha~
[rewind]

Fortunately, I was able to stop myself soon thereafter and move onto "May it Be" to give it the same treatment, before I scratched my LOTR cd.

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: some random Xmas song from the satellite channel at work
Random Thoughts: good day, good day
Sunday, December 8, 2002, 01:56 a.m.

oh my god, internet pool is so frickin' fun!~ XD XD

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: Kiroro - Best Friend
Random Thoughts: O_o whoa, Vinita was right: Winamp IS sentient. It started playing "Best Friend" when I started talking with Jean.
Sunday, December 8, 2002, 12:06 a.m.

Wow, record time for finishing a Problem Set for Calculus today. Only 2.5 hours!

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: [none]
Random Thoughts: [none]
Thursday, December 5, 2002, 07:39 p.m.

*bouncebounce* We! Are! Dissecting! Sheep! Brains! Next! Week!!! XD XD XD I can't wait!!!

.......... Ok, OBVIOUSLY there's something not quite right with me, that I would look forward to something like that. But! Brain Dissections!!! XXXDDDD Wheeeeee~~~

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: [silence is my music]
Random Thoughts: *beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppp* brain is currently dead
Thursday, December 5, 2002, 06:42 p.m.

*totally konked out* o___o I don't think my left brain and my right brain are connected very well...

I think... that this week has been a relatively bad week. I think... but I'm not sure. Some good stuff did happen, but for my overall well-being, it was not a good week. If my left brain can put a name to this emotion(s) that I am feeling, then perhaps I can have better control over it. It's hard to fight something you can't see. Aside from the usual feel-like-shit, I didn't get enough sleep last night. I went to bed around, ohhhhlikefourthirtyinthemorning, and woke up and was almost late to orchestra. Almost, mind you, for any admissions officers who might be poking around here. I'm not habitually late, I tell you. Hmn, so, managed to pull myself through the day with three cups of coffee (two last night, one this morning), though I sorta gave up after lunch. It's hard to pay attention in class when nothing's happening, literally. I DO have to finish some storyboards for World of Media class, though, since my group members have delegated the task of drawing to me. I like the commercial we're designing it for. It cracks me up, and it's very fun drawing the cows for it (yes, cows, because we took a leaf from Far Side). I don't mind that it looks like crap, and I don't want to put more effort into it, mainly because storyboards aren't suppose to be all fancy and detailed anyway, and partly because it'll take more time than I have to spare. Besides, the sketchiness of the pictures adds to the humor (you should see some of the weird expressions the cows have i.e. leers, horror, hedonistic, etc.) Ahh yes, in the future, when cows rule the earth and young virile (drunk) bulls named Barney and Fred go around in convertibles after frat parties and try to pick up cows named Betty and Wilma. Then they swerve to avoid hitting the-old-lady-crossing-the-street-with-a-baby-stroller, end up plunging head first over a cliff, and then explodes in midair, creating a nuclear mushroom. Yes, I am aware that cars don't explode in midair for no reason and nor is that small an explosion going to create a nuclear mushroom. But that was not my idea (the first part; the latter was mine, because I figured if cows gotta go, they might as well go with a BANG). The moral of the story (commercial)? "Don't drink and drive", says B.A.D.D, Bovines Against Drunk Driving. Isn't this a lovely story? I'll try to scan storyboards after I'm done, and put it up here.

Current manga: Rekka no Honou
my favorite bishies: Koganei, Raiha, Mikagami, Joker (yes, I KNOW he tried to kill Saicho... but he reminds me a lot of Hisoka) Koganei and Raiha are my favorite so far *___* Too adorable for their own good, says moi.

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: Hikari - Utada Hikaru [Kingdom Hearts]
Random Thoughts: calculus will kill me someday
Tuesday, December 3, 2002, 01:02 a.m.

<3 <3 I've been looking for Rekka no Honou for forever, and then Eugene pops up and gives me this link, where they've translated RnH up to vol. 27!! XD XD I'm feeling spoilt right now, oh yes I am. :3

I won't even bother to regale you (those of you who actually read my blog, yes, you know who you are...), with my latest weird dream. Suffice to say that it was definitely strange. Thus that stupid little line at the bottom of every entry. I swear, I alternate between wanting to have dreams and just wishing for one damn night that I could get some rest. It's too tiring to keep fighting off water in my dream. I might just up and let myself drown in my sleep one day, then where will I be?

Oh yes, I've been seriously thinking about my next layout, and I know for sure that I want to do a Hisoka one (from HxH), cos he's too damn cool, and there's this really neat pic from one of the books that I'd like to use for the main image. This time I won't be lazy and just use a table and a big fat image with stupid quotes in it... ^^; I'll actually make an effort this time. Swear.

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: Message #9 - [Gasaraki op]
Random Thoughts: "...and I shall make you the First of the Moon..."
Sunday, December 1, 2002, 01:00 p.m.

T_T guess when I went to bed last night...? 10:30 p.m. Guess when I got up this morning afternoon? ...... 1:00 p.m. -_-;; not to mention I had a really weird dream... <dream sequence>it started out as something my subconscious would cook up for an excuse of a plot (actually it was quite a good story! XD had talking quotes and everything!), then morphed into DBZ (O__O oh the horror!), then involved a kickass flight sequence (waii~ angel wings!), then turned into "my illegal arrival in the U.S. via broomstick and tries to get a fake SS card"... the last part was really weird and gave me a bad feeling, cos 1) somewhere towards the end of my flying, my wings turned into a broomstick, and I rode it witch-style, then I touch down (haphzardously) in a shady part of NYC, and look around to find my contact (oh god, illegal activity...), and when I do, he tries to convince me that I don't need a SS card, upon which I plaster a fake smile on my face and.... ... call my mom. O_o Shit! What the hell was that???!! I CALLED my MOM for HELP?!! When my stupid unconscious could have easily supplied super powers or something to beat the guy up? >_> anyway that's when my dream was souring, so I woke up. There you go, the dangers of sleeping too much, is that you'll dream too much.

And THEN there's that dream I had the night before, which was too freaky to think about yesterday. <dream sequence>I was trapped inside a house, which was inside this place that was a little too much like Jurassic Park. And guess what I was trapped with? ..... *drumbeat* Dinosaurs tail-less man-eating SQUIRRELS!!! Yes, you read that correctly. Squirrels. I absolutely LOATHE my subconscious right now. Anyway, hunt or be hunted, right? So I started killing one by one, even the damn babies that wanted a piece of me. I had this shaving thing comb... >_> and I was using it to chop up any man-eating critters that launched themselves at me. In the end there was only one single albino tail-less man-eating squirrel left, crouching across the room from me, its beady red eyes staring into mine, ready to attack at the first sign of weakness. And you know, it's always the non-conformist you gotta watch out for. Thank god and heaven and the underworld and all seven hells and its subhells that I woke up around there.

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: Out of Orbit - T.M. Revolution
Random Thoughts: this entry being entirely dedicated to Vinita: "I slam you down, little go stone!"
Friday, November 29, 2002, 08:29 p.m.

XD XD convos with vinita-chan is always so fun~
Chibi Miyu: well, here's another amusing thing
Chibi Miyu: one day, one of Tom Felton's friends brought a Draco action figure for the two to play with
KuroiTsubasaKei: oh god...
Chibi Miyu: they tortured the doll, broke its arms, hung it off a bridge over a river, then "killed it" in the end. and all Tom's last comment on that was simply that it was weird playing with an action figure that looked like him.
Chibi Miyu: nevermind torturing an action figure that looks like him...heh. XD
KuroiTsubasaKei: >____< XD XDXD
KuroiTsubasaKei: my god the british are WEIRD!
KuroiTsubasaKei: but so glompalicious
Chibi Miyu: XDXDXD
KuroiTsubasaKei: heh, what gets me is htat his friends HAS a Draco action figure...
Chibi Miyu: well, it /would/ be pretty amusing to play with an action figure based on one of your friends, don't you think? XD
KuroiTsubasaKei: ..... but...
KuroiTsubasaKei: >_>
KuroiTsubasaKei: playing with yourself...
Chibi Miyu: eheh. XD;
KuroiTsubasaKei: sorry, mind in the gutter
Chibi Miyu: don't worry, mine was too. XD

...and...

KuroiTsubasaKei: you know Dragon Knights?
KuroiTsubasaKei: same author
KuroiTsubasaKei: waaaaaay too pretty for its own good, the art
Chibi Miyu: i've seen the dragon knights manga, but i haven't read it
Chibi Miyu: though i have a couple of dragon knights winamp skins 'cos i thought they were pretty. ^_^;
KuroiTsubasaKei: ^_^ well, then, need I say more?
KuroiTsubasaKei: er...
KuroiTsubasaKei: did you just say?
KuroiTsubasaKei: ...
KuroiTsubasaKei: You DID!
KuroiTsubasaKei: where'd you get them??!!

Chibi Miyu: though i suppose it could be worse...like....dobby/hermione
Chibi Miyu: kill me, kill me now
KuroiTsubasaKei: if internet chat could kill...
KuroiTsubasaKei: if we ever meet, I'll be sure to bop you on the head a couple of times
Chibi Miyu: though i'm sure people would be more likely to write harry/dobby. provided that it's not a het smut challenge, of course
KuroiTsubasaKei: STOP!!!
KuroiTsubasaKei: NOW!!!
Chibi Miyu: oh lucius/dobby
KuroiTsubasaKei: ARGGGHHHHHH!!!!
Chibi Miyu: >.>;;
KuroiTsubasaKei: YOU
KuroiTsubasaKei: ARE
KuroiTsubasaKei: EVILLLL!
Chibi Miyu: i think sick is a better word

KuroiTsubasaKei: anyway, dra-chan is fixed
KuroiTsubasaKei: but i can't stay long
Chibi Miyu: dra-chan....*thud*
KuroiTsubasaKei: lol
KuroiTsubasaKei: i feel too weird calling it Draco
KuroiTsubasaKei: so I shortened to dra-chan
KuroiTsubasaKei: besides, my computer is so much more endearing to me
KuroiTsubasaKei: but really, i might have to change the name
Chibi Miyu: heh, why is that?
KuroiTsubasaKei: *pout* cos compie-chan isn't a snot anymore
KuroiTsubasaKei: it got FIXED, remember?
Chibi Miyu: true...Draco just can't be such a snot if he's been...fixed
KuroiTsubasaKei: *snrkl*
KuroiTsubasaKei: oh that was too good XD
Chibi Miyu: better watch out, or Draco's going to get all weepy and wimpy and pathetic on you. XD
KuroiTsubasaKei: XD XD XD
KuroiTsubasaKei: cos he's not MAN enough anymore?

Oh man, I need to stop... XD XD XD but that was too fun~

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: Lost Complex - (Ryuichi - Iceman) Gravitation
Random Thoughts: XD I did it!! I submitted my UC applications!!
Friday, November 29, 2002, 07:50 p.m.

XD XD So, earlier today, I finished torturing my personal statement and decided to sent off my UC application online.

kei-chan [stares at button outlined in blue that says "Submit the Application"]
kei-chan [picks up cell phone and dials maryam's #]
kei-chan: Maryam? [pause] I'm clicking it.
Maryam: What-?
kei-chan: I have my UC apps right in front of me and I'm clicking that button. The one that says "Submit the Application". Should I click it?
Maryam: click it!
kei-chan: I'm clicking it maryam, I'm clicking it! [turns around to mom, who's reviewing a printed version of the apps summary] I'm clicking it mom! Ok? Ok? Mom! I'm clicking the button! I'm sending off my UC apps! Ok? [turns back to computer screen] Ok, I'm clicking it. [pauses for strength]
*click*
kei-chan [stares at computer screen, waiting for something that would say "your app has been submitted" or something]
kei-chan: [stares] WHAT THE HELL?! [computer screen shows: "Application Summission: Page 1 of 3 - Release Authorizations"] THERE'S MORE??!!!

*cough* ahem, yes, that was my app submission process... >_>

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: Blues Drive Monster - the pillows [Furi Kuri]
Random Thoughts: =_= so tired...
Thursday, November 28, 2002, 02:20 a.m.

er... Happy Thanksgiving, I guess. =__= Yours sincerely is still up working on college essay, though I'm quite near done. The only thing left is to make sure transitions are in place and the essay flows smoothly. Maybe get a second opinion tomorrow before I send it off

For Vinita-chan: (though i suppose there's nothing to stop the rest of y'all from reading it) No, dearie, I'm NOT sure I know what having cute little birdies all over Dra-chan has to do with anything... XD XD I don't have that many Harry pics. The only ones I have also have Draco in them. And no, they have not started mysteriously disappearing. Compie-Dra-chan may have been a snot, but Norton Anti-virus fixed him (XD I'll never get tired of that) and his viruses are gone, so he'll be good. CompieDra-chan has never been a klepto, as far as I can tell. >_< I'm not a Ginny-hater. I just think she's rather inconvenient right now. But you're right. XD I DON'T have any pics of her. XP why would I? And Vit-chan? So sorry to hear about your immune system and your blood-sucking immunologist. You really don't deserve all that sh*t. Ritalin, however, sounds like something I could really use.

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: Sakura Saku - Hayashibara Megumi [Love Hina op]
Random Thoughts: getting offline soon; promise.
Tuesday, November 26, 2002, 07:45 p.m.

Warning: dream sequence

I had a really interesting dream Sunday night/Monday morning. It started off with Saiyuki, and I was Goku (-_-;;) and everybody was on their way to the west (what else is new?) Somehow, we were suddenly all wading in clear blue water that was getting deeper by the moment. (why do I keep dreaming about water, dammit?!) After a while, the water became infinitely deep, except for a part where there was a strip of concrete about 6 feet under water. It was hard to walk on that strip, because the movement of the water constantly threatened to wash you away. Being Goku, I was, ahem, too short to be able to stand on that strip and still keep my face above water... -_-;;. Sanzo, Hakkai,and Gojyo were yelling at me to tread water and stay afloat, and to keep breathing, and they were trying to run to me over the strip of concrete. Of course, they all gave up and started swimming, but I was already sinking (oh god, drowning, the worst possible way to die... O____O) Anyway, I don't remember much after that, since I didn't record this dream as soon as I woke up, being far too occupied about the second part of the dream. One last thing before I move on, Sanzo was in the lead, XD XD, which made me quite happy, seeing as I wasn't really myself in the dream. (My subconscious supports me, yay~) I'm pretty sure the reason I'd dreamt about Saiyuki was that I'd been browsing FF.net the night before for S/G fics (or H/Gj, I'm not that picky)

Anyway, the next part of the dream took place in real life. Me as me, and people I know as themselves. What I remember of it starts with me and someone I know going to the Metreon, but my mom thought it was a date (maybe it was a date...) and decided to follow us around. Kuniko and Helen came along as well. The chaperoning was annoying, and I kept telling them to go hom, but they wouldn't, giving us no privacy at all, so we tried to lose them by running and hiding in a dark alley. We did lose them, but there was a dark figure hunched over in the alley. It made no movements and no sounds, but it looked too human, so we tiptoed around it. (this is the part where a dream gets really creepy) Not wanting to go out the alley and risk discovery by my mom, we saw that there were two staircases in teh dark alley, and we decided to go down them... separately, for some insane reason. Thankfully, the stairs met at the bottom, and opened into a really dark room. There was ANOTHER dark figure hunched in the middle of it, except this one was breathing loudly and was standing up. Worse, I could hear the other figure coming down the stairs behind me. THe whole place smelled of "potential rape site", so we ran out of there as fast as we could. (You know, I don't know why he didn't stand his ground and try to protect us, but running was a better idea, cos why would we want to stay there anyway?)

Well, I suppose the second part of the dream wasn't that scary, since there was more to the dream, which I won't impart here, being of a more personal nature, but damn! Rape? Shit, I ain't walking anywhere with high heels anymore! Too much trouble to run in.

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: Evolution - Ayu
Random Thoughts: XD XD XD no comment
Tuesday, November 26, 2002, 07:33 p.m.

Was just here. Fell madly in love with Kenren's chakra again. XD XD I want one~

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: A Song is Born - Ayu & Keiko
Random Thoughts: i am tired, but i am not sad; yet there's nothing to cheer me up, therefore there is no cause for happiness
Tuesday, November 26, 2002, 06:50 p.m.

*gurgles* Oh god, a Sanzo/Hakkai fic in the Saiyuki ML... *chokes* evil! Evil has been forced upon me! I'm contemplating unsubscribing to the ML, partly because I get so much mail from it all the time, partly because it is too general an ML.

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: Dearest - Hamasaki Ayumi
Random Thoughts: i realize that I will eventually have to explain that quote up there... but Vinita knows what it's all about
Sunday, November 24, 2002, 07:53 p.m.

^^; I'm going through an Ayu frenzy right now. Her music is good, even if it is too poppish.

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o

"dance, little tumor, dance!" says she
Playlist: Daybreak - Hamasaki Ayumi
Random Thoughts: [none]
Sunday, November 24, 2002, 07:48 p.m.

^^;; ha ha, no comment on the opening quote...

Keiko | having really strange dreams O_o