Care to fly with me?
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Wednesday, August 14, 2002

I must make a correction to an earlier entry. I said I was a reluctuant convert. I wish to clarify that. I believe in the existance of a holy entity. I do not believe in Jesus or the bible. I am a convert only in my mother's presence. Why? Because it would break her heart if I hadn't been touched by "God". So, Jean, play along. Please. I mean, I AM going to church...

Keiko had a headache at 04:45 p.m..

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Playlist: {none}
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Wednesday, August 14, 2002

*cough* I...er... had a really weird dream last night. The first part had mostly people from school in it, but I can't remember what it was about, but right after that part, it seemed like I had a choice between going back from that weird school place to either home, or home in China. Naturally, being the sensible girl that I am, I chose China... Anyway, I was climbing the stairs up to my old home when these... CHIBIS came running up to me... O___O;; And the weird thing was, these chibis were clones of w-inds.!!! There was mini-Keita, mini-Ryohei, and mini-Ryuichi! For some reason, they belonged to Jean... (¬_¬ wanna know what I think of THAT??) and Jean renamed them. Chibi-Ryohei was renamed as Tsukiyoshi or something, chibi-Ryuichi was renamed Omi (O_o;;), and chibi-Keita was... Keita. -_-; For some reason, the chibis referred to each other as "-kun", so the three of them were running around like kids (duh, they are kids) screaming "Tsukiyoshi-kun!!" or "Keita-kun!!" or "Omi-kun!!". But I'm just going to call them by their real names to make things easier. I was very bewildered, in my dream. Anyway, Ryuichi-kun-chan adopted me, and wouldn't let go of me. When Ryohei-kun-chan and Keita-kun-chan made him cry, he wouldn't stop until I picked him up... ¬_¬; It was all very adorable, but it was also kinda scary... w-inds. chibis...

Keiko had a headache at 04:08 p.m..

Care to fly with me?
Playlist: Secret Base ~Kimiga Kureta Mono~ - ZONE
Random Thoughts: Yukihiro is a cutiepie! He's a POCKY-loving pixie! Kudos to the drummer!
Friday, August 9, 2002

Waaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!! This is currently my faaaaavorite blog! If only for the layout!!! (:p Vinita gets booted to second cos she hasn't blogged in so long) It's part of Saiyuki Yaoi Logs, and note: I did not get the below quiz from this page. That quiz is on practically every blog registered as a Saiyuki Yaoi Log.

Keiko had a headache at 10:36 p.m..

Care to fly with me?
Playlist: Missing - Gackt
Random Thoughts: X_x I'm a reluctant Christian...
Friday, August 9, 2002

XD XD XD XD XD I love this test!

Which Saiyuki character would sleep with you?

I get Hakkai! And #2 is

Which Saiyuki character would sleep with you?

Truthfully, I really like Hakkai/Gojyo and Sanzo/Goku better, but getting Hakkai is pretty cool. And the rest of my results are:
Chin Li Sou (weird guy don't know much about him)
Dokugakuji
Kougaiji (XD)
Nataku
Gojyo
Ni Jieni (*dies of fright*)
Goku (kawaii~ but such a little kid! even though he's 500+)
Kami-sama (lol I get God as a lover!j/k)

Keiko had a headache at 08:45 p.m..

Care to fly with me?
Playlist: Show me Your Style - w-inds.
Random Thoughts: ~waves of mercy, waves of grace...~ and the stupid capering dance!
Friday, August 9, 2002

I'm back from Christian camp!!!~~~ XD XD So happy to be home~ and well, after a whole week of singing and studying the bible and praising the lord and listening to some pastor preach to us (with references to Braveheart), I can say with some conviction that I have got to be the most reluctant convert in all of history... Yes, I have gone over the over side, weep for me. ¬_¬ But y'know what? I'm still really squirmy about the whole thing. I mean, I really don't like going to church and bible study... And I find a lot of the stuff that Christians have to believe or do is quite close-minded. 'S not like I didn't believe in God before, I just didn't believe in the Bible... So, just cos I can claim rights to heaven (ugh, boring!) now doesn't mean I'm giving up worship of shonen-ai! *scowl* or any other delicious sins! Like sloth!

I don't really feel like recounting my days at camp right now, cos I'm kinda tired, but I do feel a lot better about stuff at home. Nothing like being away to make one appreciate home and parents more. Oh yeah, and I doodled an evil plotbunny.

There's one thing about camp that I really didn't like. The entire time I was there, I didn't have a single dream (ok, thas not true, last night I had a really vague dream that had Bunny in it... O__o), and my mind felt like it was stuffed with cotton. I mean, usually plotbunnies multiply like crazy in my head, but while I was there, they were amazingly absinate... which is BAD! Being surrounded by the Christian religion is like seeing life in pastels! It's horrible! Everything feels blurry and vague, and my creativeness was so stifled! >_< I could get a single word down for ANY of my fics, the entire time I was at camp, and I couldn't draw either! O_O I'm so glad I'm home now. I love my compie. *chu* I'm never going anywhere w/o it again! All my fics are saved on it... T_T

Keiko had a headache at 08:13 p.m..

Care to fly with me?
Playlist: Sweet Dreams - Core of Soul
Random Thoughts: saiyukisaiyukisaiyukisaiyukisaiyuki~~ XD XD XD
Saturday, September 3, 2002

Joined Saiyuki Yaoi Blogs. :3 See link to the right at the bottom of the list of blogs. Also joined Saiyuki ML.

Keiko had a headache at 10:02 p.m..

Care to fly with me?
Playlist: Under the Moon - Do As Infinity
Random Thoughts: I'm STILL an embarrassed desperate idiot
Saturday, August 3, 2002

I looked at my blog, and I noticed how it says "Care to fly with me?" at the top of every entry, and well, just wanted to say that after recent events involving stolen fanart, disturbing surgery, someone else's family politics, my mother's wish for me to "get religion" on the upcoming youth camp, the horribleness of my outdated website, and just plain ol'responsibility heavy on my back, I don't feel very much like I'm up in the air. I feel very much grounded, actually. Tied to the dirt with dramatic thorny vines and thrashing to get away. I'm the typical Freudian problem child (without the egotistical childhood). And I need to get AWAY from it all. (but first, Vinita-chan, I'd like a reply ^_^;;)

-one-sided convo w/Mom-
Mom: I hope you pray to God a lot at camp.
me: ......
Mom: Are you listening? I want you to be touched by God.
me: ......
Mom: Hopefully you'll become a believer.
me: ......

I just don't want to say yes.

Keiko had a headache at 01:01 a.m..

Care to fly with me?
Playlist: some Chinese tv series ending playing on tv
Random Thoughts: I'm such an idiot I'm such an EMBARRASSED idiot I'm such a DESPERATE IDIOT...
Saturday, August 3, 2002

I took a look at K & K... OMG... it's so... dilapitated... I feel so ashamed, especially after envisioning what the new domain would look like. =P And I just sent Vinita an extremely desperate email for help. *looks depressed* K & K sucks so much I put it on hiatus, though I left everything open... *shudder* it's so ugly it hurts my eyes. It's so lacking it hurts my brain...

Keiko had a headache at 12:53 a.m..

Care to fly with me?
Playlist: Sweet Dreams - Core of Soul
Random Thoughts: I'm so jaded when it comes to food...
Friday, August 2, 2002

Just came back from Benihana (red flower in kanji, so pretty a name), had a great dinner. It was fun watching them cooking on the grill in front of you. Too bad okonomiyaki and takoyaki are luncheon dishes... I really wanted to try either one of them. >_<

Before we had dinner at Benihana, I bought DAI's newest single "under the sun". XD XD XD waii~~

Keiko had a headache at 11:07 p.m..

Care to fly with me?
Playlist: The Spirit of This Place - Core of Soul
Random Thoughts: My brain is as empty as a beer barrel at a frat party.
Thursday, August 1, 2002

T_T I'm so tired. I jumped out of bed this morning when I realized I was going to be late, and rushed off the hospital without any breakfast, which wasn't necessarily a bad thing, seeing as I was going to spent the day staring over the shoulder of a neurosurgeon into the brain of a tumor-totting patient. I'm not going to discuss the grotty details, but there was skull drilling involved... The tumor itself was pretty icky, and it took 3-4 hours to get it completely out. By the time I decided to leave, it was 4 o'clock, and the doctor was still scraping the cerebral ventricals clean... I was so hungry I bought food in the CHO cafeteria; food wasn't too bad.

-two hours after surgery began-
stomache: feeeeeeedddd meeeeeeeee......
me: Nnnggg... NO!
-two more hours later-
stomache: feeeeeeeddd meeeeeee... I'm eating myself...
me: Nnnngg, NO.

Anyway, I was pretty tired throughout the day, because surgery got a little boring after a while. One of the reasons I was tired was that there was a serious problem last night, when I was online. I was chatting with Vinita about some of the really nice fanarts in Bishonen Paradise, and she mentioned that some of the pictures posted by this member might not be hers. And she gave me the site where the pictures did come from. Well, stolen fanart is a serious problem, so I resolved to deal with it then. We discussed what to do with the problem, and decided that a direct approach would be good, like asking the member if she drew the pictures. While the girl had never actually laid claim at any one point, the comments she made did seem to imply that she was the artist. The whole business made me quite upset. I hate the fact that someone would have to gall to steal someone else's art. I didn't want to have to kick the member out. What we did was to give the girl a chance to credit the artist.

Quite a few things traumatized me yesterday. The KeitaxRyuichi thing, the stolen fanart, and of course, the new Weib character designs... *shudder*

-convo w/Vinita-
Chibi Miyu: oh, have you seen the new Weiss Kreuz character designs? >_<
KuroiTsubasaKei: no
Chibi Miyu: do you want to be traumatized?
KuroiTsubasaKei: is it a new series?
Chibi Miyu: yeah, "Weiss Kreuz: Gluhen"
KuroiTsubasaKei: er... I'm not sure, but I think I've been traumatized quite a lot today
KuroiTsubasaKei: well, ok, shoot
KuroiTsubasaKei: I'm ready
Chibi Miyu: okay, hold on.
Chibi Miyu: http://www.marine-e.co.jp/gif/weib/weib-p01b.gif there's more too...Ken's relatively un-scary in this pic.
Chibi Miyu: and here: http://www.koyasutakehito.com/weiss/index.html
KuroiTsubasaKei: *gasp* *clutches chest* Erk... can't breath... too scary...
KuroiTsubasaKei: what have they done!!!???
Chibi Miyu: trauma, yes? ;_;
KuroiTsubasaKei: ;_; hai...
KuroiTsubasaKei: ne, I suggest you post these on Bishounen Paradise and traumatize EVERYONE!
Chibi Miyu: ^^;;;;

Hai, so that was it. Everyone should go see the new character designs and get traumatized...

Keiko had a headache at 08:57 p.m..

Care to fly with me?
Playlist: {none}
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Wednesday, July 31, 2002

Ner... KeitaxRyuichi... the horror... bleah.

Keiko had a headache at 09:43 p.m..

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Playlist: {none}
Random Thoughts: {none}
Wednesday, July 31, 2002

I want this, if only for the cover. XD XD I also want to see the Miyazaki film "Spirited Away". Wonder where I can get that.

Keiko had a headache at 08:49 p.m..

Care to fly with me?
Playlist: Natural Beauty - Core of Soul
Random Thoughts: There's no point in keeping a secret if you can't flaunt its existence.
Wednesday, July 31, 2002

Ner. I let myself get talked into surgery... I mean, I'm not going into surgery. I'm watching (and probably helping) one... bleah. My reasoning: I'm going away to camp next week and I figure I should go into surgery at least once before then. I mean, I don't volunteer in a Neurosurgery Clinic for nothing. I gotta know some of the stuff. Also, it's kinda hard to say "No", when the doctor and the nurse keep on asking you when you're going in... Ner. Headache. I hope I don't throw up.

On the other hand, it was much fun at CHO today, because after I did filing (much boring), I sat in on patient appointments and then made hospital rounds with the doctor. XD Much fun indeed. Ner. ^.^; I've been saying "ner" a lot lately... caught it from Maryam. It's so spiffy. Much fun. ... been saying that a lot too, "much fun", or "much" anything... ner, me and my stupid phrases.

Keiko had a headache at 08:38 p.m..

Care to fly with me?
Playlist: Forever to Me - The Brilliant Green
Random Thoughts:
Monday, July 29, 2002

Cori & Les's J-Pop Homepage is a great place for The Brilliant Green. And here is the direct link to the lyrics for "Forever to Me"

Keiko had a headache at 09:33 p.m..

Care to fly with me?
Playlist: Floatin' - Chemistry
Random Thoughts: {none}
Monday, July 29, 2002

Wrapped a piece of string around my cat's tail. Watched her chase her tail. Nearly laughed myself to death.

Downloaded some songs this afternoon.
"Floatin'" - Chemistry
"Hitoshizuku" - ZONE
"Forever to Me-Owarinaki Kanashimi" - The Brilliant Green.
Lessee, "Floatin'" is Chemistry's newest single, I think. I like the beginning (it changes tempo! XD XD), but towards the middle the song begins to pall a little, but fortunately picks up again just when you're about to give it up as another boring song. "Hitoshizuku" is ZONE's song for the Japanese version of Ice Age (the movie, I'm presuming... O_o). It's rather pretty. And "Forever to Me" is the kakkoi kakkoi first song of the returning Brilliant Green! XD XD XD So happy! The Brilliant Green has returned! The song is in partly in English and partly in Japanese, and while I only caught some of the lyrics, I'm in love with the song already. The song is nostalgic of the old Brilliant Green. I'm not sure how to describe it, exactly. "My heart is crying out for you, yeah~ 'forever to me'... you're forever to me...". I'll go look for the lyrics.

Keiko had a headache at 09:22 p.m..

Care to fly with me?
Playlist: Enrai - Do As Infinity
Random Thoughts: *sniff* head hurts... ;_;
Monday, July 29, 2002

Wahhhh!!! Stupid headaches! Lemme alone! >___< I think it's DAI's fault. Their music is so good, but it's grating on the ears. ;_; I think I'll go listen to some w-inds.

Keiko had a headache at 04:58 p.m..

Care to fly with me?
Playlist: Fukai Mori - Do As Infinity
Random Thoughts: I feel like my brain had been stir-fried and tossed around.
Monday, July 29, 2002

'kaasan unexpectedly had to go to the office, so I get home to myself, for the first time in weeks. Ah, what a nice feeling solitarity is. I finally got to read the Hikago and Naruto chapters that I dled a while ago but didn't get to read. The art in Naruto is getting sloppy.

After Jean's mom dropped her and Daniel off for piano lessons yesterday (after church), she dropped me off at the BART station. I was so tired I dozed off on BART and nearly missed the transfer station (cos I took the Pittsburg train. Luckily the trains came on time and I didn't have to wait too long in between. It took all the strength in me to drag myself home from the BART station. When I got home, I hopped into bed and slept for about 3 hours. Got up, had dinner, washed dishes, washed cat(poor miserable creature, she meows so pitifully), and then took shower. Went online to look at some college stuff (to keep mom happy), and then went to bed (again). For all the sleep I got, not one bit of it helped me this morning when I had to leave for CHO. Worked half-heartedly until the secretary said that the doctor takes Mondays off, upon which I immediately finished what I was doing and signed off my hours. There's really no point in going if the doctor doesn't even come in to work. However, I think that my headaches are getting worse. I could barely keep my head up while at work. After that, I went to the library and slouched around and read Hogfather by Terry Pratchett, checked out aforementioned book, got a late lunch at EZ Stop, and crawled home feeling like someone'd clawed my eyes out. With a blunt metal hook...

While with Jean, we played mash, and I was unable to disapprove her claim of always getting "dark alley" for "the place to get married". Ha ha ha... On the other hand, I got "Funnyfarm employee" for future occupation... =P

Keiko had a headache at 04:34 p.m..

Care to fly with me?
Playlist: Sweet Heart Memory - Shazna
Random Thoughts: {none}
Saturday, July 27, 2002

At Jean's house right now. Attended wedding today. Kinda boring, and didn't like the dinner so much. Food was good, but I didn't enjoy sitting at a restaurant for 3 hours. Too long. But was fun anyway. Wasn't too nice to Mom today. Feel bad about that. Anyway, have to go to church tomorrow, then meeting about the camp, then I get to go home on BART... ugh... my headache's getting worse. My mom keeps on saying that she's going to take me to a doctor to get my head checked, but I don't really want to go. I don't really want to know if there's anything wrong with my head. Besides, there's always that co-pay that looms in your face; it's a waste of money even if the doctor does discover some tumor in my head (I don't think it's a tumor... headaches are perfectly normal. Probably just my glasses needs adjusting or sumthin)

I jumped on my Petshop of Horror fanfic again a few days ago. I left it alone for a long time, only going back occasionally to see if I can get any inspiration, but all that happened those times was me throwing the fic across the room in a fit, because the fic idea is such a good one, but I couldn't seem to get past the first few scenes. XP But when I looked at it a few days ago, I started scribbling down words and voila, everything made sense and I managed to write two pages in one sitting. Here's hoping I get a lot further before my inspiration runs dry.

Another fic I'm working on (meaning I look at it once every two weeks) is based off a recent dream I had (yeah, I know, all my originals are based off dreams), and I quite like the beginning (I guess you could call it the prologue). Everything's progressing smoothly on this fic, and I'm deliciously happy with it. XD XD XD It's probably because of the style I chose to write that fic with, a flowing, dreamy past tense that remininces the style of Jacqueline Carey in the Kushiel trilogy. I expect to make a lot of headway before I move on to another fic.

Speaking of origials... I really need to work on The Second Angel again... *sweatdrop* I haven't touched that in ages, just like I haven't been updating K & K... Ner, another guilty duck sitting on my head, weighing me down with responsibilities. What's really weird is that I have the beginning of The Second Angel, and I have an insert I've been working on and am hoping to work into the story somewhere. Then there's the sequel I've already begun, which can't get anywhere until I finish The Second Angel. On top of all that is an old idea I had for a fic (based off a dream, duh) that I'm thinking of making into the third installment in The Second Angel universe... ... I seem to have an affinity for trapping myself into a corner, a mistake I'd hate to make in writing. The good thing is that I can start on story numer 3 without having to finish The Second Angel and its sequel (unnamed as of yet). *smacks head against compie screen*

Keiko had a headache at 11:41 p.m..

Care to fly with me?
Playlist: {none}
Random Thoughts: the dream eaters
Friday, July 26, 2002

I can't get the words "the dream eaters" out of my head. That tells me either that I really liked Neil Gaimen's The Dream Hunters, or I really need to start working on that story based on a dream I had, about a god-like creature known as the dream eater... =P That dream was a long time ago. I don't remember much of the details...

Keiko had a headache at 10:45 p.m..

Care to fly with me?
Playlist: {none}
Random Thoughts: {none}
Friday, July 26, 2002

Name: Keiko, kei-chan, khara (?)
1) Single or Taken: single, but why do you want to know?
2) Sex: shojo
3) Birthday: 3.23.85
4) Sign: aries
5) siblings: … um… none that I know of
6) Hair color: black chocolate
7) Eye color: brown
8) Height: 5'5 (woohoo I grew!)
> > > * R e l a t I o n s h i p s*
1) Who is your best friend?: Ka-chan/mitsuki, I guess, overall
2) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: if I did, why should I tell you?
3) Did you send this to your crush?: hell no
>
> > > *-;-*F a s h I o n S t uf f*-;-*
1) Where is your favorite place to shop?: er… I don’t know if I like shopping that much…
>
> > > *-;-*T h e E x t r a S t u ff*-;-*
1) Do you do drugs?: no
2) What kind of shampoo do you use?: um, Pantene Pro-V, most of the time
3) What are you most scared of?: bicycles. I’m traumatized by them. And it’s all his fault! *points at cousin*
4) What are you listening to right now?: electronic buzzing tuned only to my left ear
5) What car do you wish to have?: dunno, maybe a little red race car?
6) Who Was The last person that called you?: i called Ka-chan last, but… huh, who was the last person to call me? I can’t remember.
7) Where do you want to get married at: dunno, don’t plan to get married, not unless a miracle happens.
8) How many messenger buddies do you have on right now?: 4
9) If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be?: ^____^ I like myself the way I am.
> > > *-;-*F a v o r I t e s*-;-*
> > >
1) Color: blue
2) Favorite number: 3, 6, 9, 12, 23
3) Food: dunno
4) boy's name: english - Jocelin, japanese - Ryuichi
5) Girls Name: english - Andrea, japanese – Keiko (^.^)
6) Subject in school: none
7) Animals: cats, foxes
8) Game(s): dunno
> >
> > > *-;-*H a v e Y o u E v e r......*-;-*
> > >
1) Given anyone a bath?: …… I don’t think so…
3) Bungee jumped?: nope. Might do that sometime in the future
4) Broken the law: does jay-walking count? Maybe drinking underage…
5) Made yourself throw-up?: *gag* ick, no. My body throws up without my permission when I’m sick, but that’s about it.
6) Gone skinny-dipping?: lol no
7) Been in love?: who wants to know?
8) Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: haven’t cried in a long time. Don’t remember
> >
> >*-;-* F i r s t T h i n g T ha t C o m e s T o Mind
> *-;-*
1) Red: blood
2) cows: The Far Side
3) Socks: puppets
4) Greenland: pretty color, green.
5) Pineapple: Koushiro (Izzy)’s laptop XD XD
> >
> > > *-;-*F i n a l Q u e s t i o n s*-;-*
> > >
1) Do you like filling these out?: heh, maybe just a little.
2) How many people are you sending this too?: nobody. I’m putting this up on my blog
3) Who will send it back?: dunno
4)If you could be anyone, who would it be?: some cool character in a story with a happy ending.
5) Gold or Silver? Silver. I’m allergic to gold.
6) What is the last film you saw at the cinema?: MIBII
7)What do you have for breakfast in the morning?: I don’t usually eat breakfast huh, what did happen to question 8?
9) Who would you hate being locked in a room with?: I know who, but I’m not telling =P

Keiko had a headache at 10:44 p.m..

Care to fly with me?
Playlist: Maria - Gackt
Random Thoughts: {none}
Friday, July 26, 2002

Ugh, I think my headaches are getting chronic... I hope it's not anything to do with my brain. I'd hate to see the neurosurgeon I work for...

Yay, can't wait till wedding tomorrow! I can argue... er, discuss Ka-chan's fic with her. And I get to stay over! Much fun!

Keiko had a headache at 09:52 p.m..

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Playlist: {none}
Random Thoughts: {none}
Friday, July 26, 2002

-convo with Ka-chan over AIM-
aquastranger: fine you can have ryohei if you want him that much =P
KuroiTsubasaKei: YES!
KuroiTsubasaKei: I love the way you write!
KuroiTsubasaKei: everything so sweet!
aquastranger: kissing up =P?!
KuroiTsubasaKei: not really
KuroiTsubasaKei: it's the truth

Lol, which puts me in mind of another occasion of "kissing up". I called my English teacher up the other day, and asked her if she could edit my personal statements. She said yes, and then I asked her if she could write a college recommendation for me and she said, "I knew you were going to ask that next. Most kids ask me for a recommendation, but it has to be -Keiko- who asks me for both a recommendation and an edit!", to which I replied, "Well, you're the best English teacher I've ever had!". She said, "Oho! Kissing up will definitely get you somewhere!"

But I wasn't kissing up! Honto ni!

Keiko had a headache at 09:15 p.m..

Care to fly with me?
Playlist: Buckaroo Holiday - Aaron Copland, Rodeo
Random Thoughts: "Show me a sane man, and I will cure him for you." Carl Young
Friday, July 26, 2002

*hysterical laughter* OMG I just finished reading Ka-chan's first chapter of her w-inds. fic! I'm portrayed as an evil best friend, and Keita is portrayed as an embarrassed big brother falling in love with "Mikatsuki". That was fun. Ka-chan writes better than I thought she would. No offense, dear. ^_~ The freakiest part of the first chapter was when "Miho-chan" says, "I want you to only stare at me! Am I not pretty enough for you, Kei-chan?" and I nearly fell out of my chair, until I realized the character was speaking to Keita (thus, "Kei-chan")! ^________^ Ka-chan's story is so kawaii~~~!

Keiko had a headache at 08:45 p.m..

Care to fly with me?
Playlist: {none}
Random Thoughts: {none}
Thursday, July 25, 2002

There was something off about Ceri's blog link, so I fixed that. I think I've gotten rid of the worst of the mistakes in html of this layout. If something comes up in the future, well, I'll just figure it then.

Keiko had a headache at 12:37 p.m..

Care to fly with me?
Playlist: {none}
Random Thoughts: {none}
Thursday, July 25, 2002

^.^ I'm nearly done with the angel for the domain main pic. It's so pretty~ *pets drawing* I just have to fill in some background and then figure out how I want to color it. Of course, all of the coloring may have to be done at Ka-chan's house, if I want it done on the compie. Then again, scanning the picture will have to be done there too, since I (still) don't have a scanner. Luckily, I'm visiting Ka-chan (again) this Saturday. Convenient, ne? ^______^ Her uncle (?) is getting married Saturday, and my mom didn't even tell me until two days ago. Now I need to find a replacement for my volunteer shift for the library book store. Then, since there's a meeting about that camp thingy I signed up for with Ka-chan, at her church, my mom wanted me to stay over at her house, and go to church with them on Sunday, then go to the meeting.

-when Ka-chan called last night-
Ka-chan: Oh, on Sunday there's a-
me: -meeting at the church about the camp thingy.
Ka-chan: O_o How did you know?
me: My mom told me.
Ka-chan: Oh.
me: I'm staying over at your house after the wedding.
Ka-chan: ...... then you're coming to church with us?
me: ............
Ka-chan: are you?
me: ...... yeeeaaaahhhhh..... *groan*
Ka-chan: *laughs*

Yeah, so I skipped church the last time I went to her house, and I made up for it by listening to Ka-chan's mom preach to me over the phone for two hours.

-Ka-chan's mom Rebecca telling me it may be my destiny to believe in God and I can't avoid it and telling me to embrace God now-
me: so if I'm destined to believe in God, then whether I believe in him now or later won't make a difference? Which is to say I don't have to believe in him now and I don't have to go to church now if I don't want to?
Rebecca: er...

hee hee hee...

Keiko had a headache at 11:46 a.m..

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Playlist: wasurenai kara - Gackt
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Thursday, July 25, 2002

I have nothing to say, really. I wonder why I'm even blogging.

My cousin has been emailing me. He finished his college exams, and he wants me to go home. I wish I could. But I can't.

Keiko had a headache at 11:37 a.m..

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Wednesday, July 24, 2002

*hysterical giggle* I'm such an idiot, I was worried sick over why all the entries were sitting in the middle of the table, and I realized I forgot the "valign=top" part of the html.

Keiko had a headache at 07:08 p.m..

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Wednesday, July 24, 2002

Ugh... I think I'm getting a stomachache... I mean, there's something seriously wrong with my layout if all the entries sit smack in the middle of the table, ne? I knew I shouldn't have used a table... I can just imagine the sorts of problems I'm going to have...

Keiko had a headache at 06:55 p.m..

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Playlist: Missing - Gackt
Random Thoughts: {none}
Wednesday, July 24, 2002

I finished my new layout a few days ago, but because of various reasons, I couldn't go online. When I could, liquid2k was down, so I couldn't upload pictures. But anyway, for the next hour or so, there'll be construction going on.

Keiko had a headache at 06:34 p.m..